it's just weird really. me? go for a vtr? sure, i dreamt about it once or twice, but really. snap back to reality. but i can't take it. it's not that i won't be allowed to take it, it's more of i can't go. haha.. i have no time. pakshit. but i want to take it.

but why was i asked? i don't have the "perfectly" white skin. god knows i have pimples. i'm shocked. overwhelmed. confused. it's just really weird. i hope i can go next time. well, i hope that there is a next time. rawr.

i really do want to take it. it's just that i'm going to baguio on friday. should i tell my parents about it? but it's just so scary!! what if i stutter? what the hell do you do in vtr's anyway?! damn it.

i need to work on stuff.