no ben, cause you can't lose what you never had..

true that. so why do i feel as if i've lost something? or someone for that matter? i feel like shit. i don't know why. i just do. he's there. right there. online. we chatted for about 5 minutes and that's it. our replies are all a blah. we've lost it all. we've lost contact.

what happened?

please speak slowly, my heart is learning. teach me heartache. stop this burning now.