it's not that i'm jealous. perhaps i'm just a tad bit disappointed. i mean if you can't see that there's a life after that, then man, i pity you. how sad is that? i mean, we're here. we're your friends. but it's as if you don't appreciate us. when everything was just starting, it was great cause you seem to love every thing about it. and just as we start showing you how much we care about you, you do this. i don't know. maybe it's just me. but really, i feel bad because of all this. have i failed you? have we failed you? please, all i'm asking is a little appreciation.

i hope you know this is about you.